This website was created by a 100% Permanent and Total Disabled Veteran to help my fellow Veterans. It is a way of giving back to so many who helped me. Contact was made with the VA in 2011 and the award was given in early 2019.  I went to an  MST Coordinator in the fall of 2019 because I was tired of being in denial.  When COVID hit I was cut off from Mental Health Care and plunged into darkness which caused me to find alternatives to help myself. I purchased this web address on Dec 5, 2019 to file my research.  As it got bigger I went public.
PTSD forces me to continue controlling my anger. It is wearing me down. When I am triggered I want revenge. I do not look at PTSD as a badge of honor. It has been a curse.  I’m still not able to go to a Mental Health Group because of COVID restrictions at the VA Clinic. Wonder when they will stop this insanity.

No legal or healthcare advice is given.  I am not an expert, lawyer, doctor, or scholar. My research became this website. This is my therapy. It is my way to find out what is wrong with me. My ability to retain knowledge is limited. My memory is not as sharp as it use to be. My experiences in the military altered my mental health. This is why the research continues.  If you suffer from PTSD like me I know it is far easier to listen as I read along.

Do not be suspicious of why this website exists.

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THIS IS MY EFFORT TO BE FACT-CHECKED BY YOU. The below form does not collect any data.   If I am wrong about anything or you want to add something send it. We are in this together. Obviously do not ask a question because I will not respond. Just like you I want my privacy.  I will have no clue who sent this message.

Those red dots on the globe on the right margin show how many people are searching for answers. We are not alone. Please give the link to this website to others.
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